It is exhausting; giving everything the benefit of the doubt. Accepting anyone is prone to corruption. Double think; entertaining both signs of the coin. Never being fully sure. Your internal soul knows everything already. Ideas, virtues, actions, poems, songs, silence, symbols can lead you on your path. You chase the rabbits tracks but never see the Rabbit, because the rabbit is you. You are following yourself from the front. A little more efficient this time or maybe the wrong way to learn it was the right. Learn nothing to realise that’s what you learnt.
A day before catching a night bus from Rishikesh to Dharamshala I spoke to a Dutch lass. I told her I'm going to Dharamshala next, the home of the Dalai Lama.
“Did you see what he did?”
“Nope”
“He put his tongue out and asked a kid to suck it”.
“What the fuck”.
Later that day someone sent me the clip of the video. I was lucky enough to not know the medias spin or the Buddhists defence and was able to make an opinion of my own. It was disgusting. I believe he is a child. The spiritual path should make you childlike but not childish. He was childish. Do I think he’s a deviant that fucks kids behind closed doors? No.
The same way a seven-year-old boy would do that to another, the same response and parenting would ensue. You crossed someone’s boundaries and that’s inappropriate. There is no excuse to invade a child’s personal space. No matter who you are. It also sheds light on the dangers of idolising and following any human blindly. For those that don’t know, Dalai Lama is like the chosen avatar of a reincarnated soul. The leader of the Tibetan Buddhists. The way they work this out, when one dies, the kids born around that time go into a room and follow a set of tests. Previous toys, things from their previous life’s. Then, the baby that picks the right colours and toys is crowned the new King. Now, thanks to Chinas invasion of Tibet, he has become a world figure. Whereas before, their quirky ways were kept to themselves. Controversy surrounds Tibet as it goes. The western world can display Chinese propaganda to make their actions one sided and purely evil. Yet, if you dig a little deeper you find out Tibet itself wasn’t so inclusive and loving as the western follower’s parade. Once again, now it is easy to be propaganda pushed by China to justify their actions. They say it was a totalitarian regime. A cast system and the Dalai Lama had slaves. Which can also be justified as the true spiritual path to one’s enlightenment. To me, just more bullshit. Organised religion always pushes the case that their way is the right way. Whereas I believe every individual has a right to choose and the ego is nothing but a story. In a way, it’s completely counterintuitive to worship the Dalai Lama as he is just another ego. If we are just concentrated awareness, as if life is a daydream within a meditation, then why would I worship a beam of consciousness that is no different from mine?
Last night I got the first feedback from a local and it was surprisingly passionate and blunt.
“Dalai Lama is just an extension of the deep state. He is 87 years old and doing that on camera, what is he doing off the cameras? He is a paedophile, and it hasn’t been in the news once here. No one knows about it because that’s how much power he has. All Gurus are paedophiles.”
I told him it was big in the west, which is owned by Chinas money.
It was very interesting it was covered up like that. Like I said, I don’t think he has a dungeon and dresses in leather to whip children and cum making funny Asian noises. Like Michael Jackson, their own pureness and innocence detached them from the reality we share and perform sexual acts with the ignorance of them being sexual in their minds. But wrong is wrong. People pick sides and now they are defending ill actions. A human is whole and will always be flawed, especially when not held accountable because people have so much hope embroiled into their manifestation.
They say “Its just the Tibetan culture. It would be an honour for that child”.
Well, what's culture but a cult?
If he tries to do that to my nephew, I don’t care about his culture, he is getting a backhand. The reaction is also the cause of the action. When he has done this previously no one has said anything because of his status. Then through his ignorance from followers without a backbone he does it on the world stage. Those who don’t worship him can see a little clearer.
We shouldn’t throw the baby out with the bath water (because they want to fuck the baby), because you can separate the Lama from the lessons. The art from the artist.
If a serial killer made you a sandwich, would you eat it?
Depends how hungry you are. How desperate. The spiritual pursuit shouldn’t hold any desperation. Hanging all your beliefs on a human. Those so shattered by his mistake that they don’t call it a mistake. Fragile foundations. It seems to be the biggest distraction for the followers of the spiritual journey. Creating identities whilst preaching not having one. Preaching. Learning as if its memory and not intuition.
It is exhausting; giving everything the benefit of the doubt. Accepting anyone is prone to corruption. Double think; entertaining both signs of the coin. Never being fully sure. Your internal soul knows everything already. Ideas, virtues, actions, poems, songs, silence, symbols can lead you on your path. You chase the rabbits tracks but never see the Rabbit, because the rabbit is you. You are following yourself from the front. A little more efficient this time or maybe the wrong way to learn it was the right. Learn nothing to realise that’s what you learnt.
I might go see the Dalai Lama, to be able to feel the vibe myself. It could be true you know, that he is this special eternal soul. That could be true the same time as him being a kiddy-fiddler. I could be a special warrior whose an ace with his sword. But we all have to adapt to the times and Mr. Lama, that kid shit doesn’t fly socially anymore. So I might see him to see if he’s just an indoctrinated child whose thoughts are those only of the groomers who stole him as a baby. Or if he is God. I also might have my own protest to organised religion by giving the money to a beggar on the street and sitting with him for an hour instead. Who would know more about life?
So please, stop giving these people, these stories so much power. Power will corrupt every man and every woman. You know everything, pick it up, put it down. If the Lama is Jesus Christ or Jimmy Saville, my life doesn’t change. I still meditate and be the best son I can be. I still love my nephews and nieces. I still believe what I know and I still don’t know anything.
